inner skies & stars

sky meditation on the way home from first radiation treatment

“[Street light illumination:] In one instant, the whole city before me lit up like it was covered in a million little fireflies.” -Mari Andrew

Chapter 2 from My Inner Sky by Mari Andrew

“The English word ‘desire’ is derived from the French word ‘desir.’ The ‘sir’ part comes from the Latin sidus, which means ‘star.’ The verb desiderade, translated as ‘to want,’ literally means ‘to gaze at the star.'” -Mari Andrew

“Something I find a bit comforting is that [we’ll] never know which stars are still alive, where exactly the miraculous end and technology begins…” -Mari Andrew

  • My doctor alerted me to the fatigue I would experience during my radiation treatments. But aside from feeling pensive during the first one, I felt fine. Until the next afternoon. ๐Ÿ˜ด๐Ÿ’ค
  • Everything immediately felt ๐ŸŒ slow and muted, and apparently will for the next few weeks.

“Art is the act of structuring time.” -Julia Cameron

What does this have to do with right brain planning?

Showing up for ourselves daily-ish and setting aside โฐ time and space on a regular basis for both tangible and intangible processing is how we redirect our energies + identify our desires + get ๐Ÿ”Ž clarity.

  • Right brain planning is a practice that invites us to devote โฐ time and ๐Ÿ”Ž attention to expression and a dated chronicle of our personal dataโ€”๐Ÿ“ˆ highs, lows ๐Ÿ“‰ and in-betweens ๐Ÿ“Šโ€” to assist us in our self-awareness and ongoingness.
    • This includes notes from slow-reading books about creativity, self-discovery and healing + jotting down ways to live more of what we desire from those insights. ๐Ÿ˜Š
  • I chose to adopt them when I married their widowed father, but they had the right to make their own choices.

“A plant that dies isnโ€™t a failed plant, and youโ€™re not a failed gardener. Something was wrong for it, the soil, the heat, the spot you put it in. Itโ€™s not a verdict on you, itโ€™s just information.” -Bridget Rose

  • We can make our ๐Ÿช„ wishes as we review the facts โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน and cycle like the ๐ŸŒ™ moon.
  • We can practice being ๐Ÿ’ซ open and curious regarding outcomes (what cannot be changed).

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