Abiding — doing and overcoming — with what I don’t know. #babysteps

by stargardener

in right brain planning

Creativity is more mystery than mastery. Creativity, like human life itself, begins in darkness and must be given time to incubate. ~Julia Cameron

I am a dreamer … someone who is {mostly} okay with ideas having space to flow and move around before solidifying — with details being allowed to unfold like gardens in the midst of Spring. I resist clutching a proverbial clipboard — frantically checking off sequenced tasks! :shock:

All the possibilities of your human destiny are asleep in your soul. You are here to realize and honor these possibilities. ~John O’Donohue

It is my practice to surrender and discover what I need {like this beautiful example expressed by my friend and colleague, Julie Gibbons}. But some days I fumble with this … I get in a tizzy and I pull the reins taut.

Because … I sorta do wanna know. :?

As in “how much longer?” or “should I respond?” or “will doing something only makes matters worse?”

I learn by going where I have to go. ~Theodore Roethke

Everybody’s had to fight to be free {Tom Petty, Refugee ♫♫} … and everybody’s had that aha moment when they decided to learn by being {and doing and going} where they had to go.

We eat cookies :mrgreen: … {gather a tribe} … retreat … cry 96 tears ♫♫ … and we create pages in our art journals. So-o … let’s do this! Let’s do whatever it takes to go where we have to go! ;)

To kill your dreams because they are “irresponsible” is to be irresponsible to yourself. ~Julia Cameron

{ 4 comments }

Lew Curtiss July 10, 2012 at 10:04 pm

Teresa ~ It has been my recent, on-going, agony to faithfully keep on making without having any real sense of knowing how the work’s going to turn out. It’s kinda driving me nuts, and I know I’ve got to get past it. Thank you for the rich encouragement of this post. I’ve gotta let go and just go and do (make).

stargardener July 11, 2012 at 3:01 pm

Lew, you are a faithful encouragement me … I am grateful these words resonated with you. Thank you kindly for your comment.

Julie Gibbons July 12, 2012 at 3:03 am

I’m there with you dear one xoxo

stargardener July 14, 2012 at 5:20 am

So invigorating to be reminded, Julie. As we baby step {and sometimes sprint} in our journey into the dark and the place of light. ♥

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